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I can't express how excited I am.
It's been - what - 2 1/2 weeks? It feels like FOREVER.
Naples was a blasty blast. I <3 Becky and Tricia.
But I don't <3 Naples. Too much empty.
I mean, when you have to drive 30 minutes to "get into town"....
No thanks.
I'll stay a city boy, thanks :)
I got my XBOX360!
YAYYYY
I bought Halo 3 today, and made my new XBOX Live account.
My gamertag is: OMGKray
Add me if you have it :)
I also played Mario Galaxy today.
I <3 that game.
But it gives me a headache cause it's so effing trippy.
Anyway, I'm not gonna say too much - cause Top Model is on.
<3 re-runs!
kthxbyeeee
- Location:home
- Mood:
accomplished
Christmas was cool. I guess.
I bought myself a new digital camera with my gift card to Circuit City. I definitely needed that.
Also - MY CHECK FINALLY CAME from doing that damn musical all summer!
I bought an XBOX360 with it.... :)
yeah, thats right! lol.
Anyway.
I'm still counting down the days until Ben.
5 more.
It seems like forever, but really when I look at it, it'll go by fast.
Tomorrow I go to Naples to see Becky and Tricia --- and I come back Sunday.
Monday is new years eve, and I'll be partying it up with Tracie and the gang at her house.
Come back tuesday and then pick Ben up wednesday!
So I'm really anxious -- and nervous at the same time.
I can't wait. I dunno what I'll do at the airport when I see him.
Probably bust into hysterics.
Gah.
- Location:house
- Mood:
anxious
Yay?
'Eh. Whatever.
I'm back from New Orleans - and I miss it so much!
That place is so amazing! Seriously.
Anyway this isn't a long entry.
I miss Ben like crazy.
Christmas and New Years need to blaze by so I can see him again.
Bah!
Merry Christmas to anyone that sees this!
:)
- Location:home
- Mood:
tired
Which is pretty freakin' sweet.
We got the hotel for free, and basically are getting PAID to be here.
I love marching band.
Hahahahaha.
And you would think the hotel we would be staying at is crappy, and no good, right?
WRONG.
We're staying at the Seraton. But it's huuuuuuuge.
My room is on the 27th floor!
And that's only the middle of the hotel.
We got to pick our roommate, as well.
So, I'm rooming with Jon. We only get one roommate!
So much better than like 4 or 5! Hahaha.
So after a whole day full of a bus ride wednesday, we got to New Orleans around 7.
Unpacked, and got our rooms. A bunch of us went to Arby's for dinner.
Then we walked down burbon street. Hollaaaaaa.
With the whole day to ourselves on Thursday. We did so much stuff!
If you don't know your way around New Orleans, or have never been - you're totally missing out.
Last night we went on a haunted ghost tour of the city. It was pretty cool.
I don't know if I believed all of it - but it was pretty cool to see the historical parts of the place.
Today is the big game.
Memphis VS FAU!!!
We're totally gonna kick some ass.
Anyway, time for breakfast.
New Orleans style.
Pwn.
- Location:New Orleans
- Mood:
excited
Like seriously! FLEW. Just like I picked it up, and chucked it.
Blah. Life if just going too fast.
I want it to take a pit-stop, and just let me enjoy it for a while.
'Cause before I know it, I'll be 35. Hooray..
So closing out my 5th semester at FAU I got all A's and B's!
Which is very exciting considering my class load.
And...if you really want to know that's - 5 A's and 4 B's.
That's a LOT of classes for a college student! Damn.
My friends are awesome. I'm closer with them now than I ever was before.
Well, most of them at least.
I've made new ones, and lost contact with old ones, but that's life.
There's also the ones that I don't really talk to too often, just because we're all so busy with our different schedules - and if they don't go to my university, it's rather hard to keep up. Regardless, I know that if I needed something I'd still be there for them, and they'd be there for me.
It's nice to know that I have people like that in my life as well.
Love? Oh yes. Love.
Interesting that you bring that up.
I feel like I've met the guy of my dreams.
And all mushy shit aside, I'm dead serious.
He'll play video games with me, watch anime with me, listen to my music, watch the same movies with me, and relate in almost every way with me. It's things like this that make me fall for someone. Then, to top it all off, the fact that EVERY single one of my friends love him, and get along with him, make it ten times better. I never would have thought that I'd get myself into this kind of deal - but I did. Go figure.
But with all good things comes the bad --- but its not necessarily that bad.
Ben is his name.
And he lives in Yarm.
Where's Yarm?
In ENGLAND.
Yes.
So for the breaks, he goes home. (Like right now)
And I don't get to see him. Which drives me insane. But if we can get through breaks, we can get through anything...
Sappy part over.
The football team here at FAU has done well.
So well, in fact, that we are going to a BOWL GAME IN NEW ORLEANS!!!
Shiiiiiiiiiiiit.
So I'm leaving at 6:00AM to get on a bus and hike it to N.Orleans. Great.
I'll try to sleep most of the way, lol.
I'll be back in Florida Saturday night. So, that's what I'll be up to.
That's really it for now.
I miss Ben like crazy - and wish he was here.
I pick him up from the airport the 3rd of January.
I have a freakin' countdown on my dashboard (on my Mac computer[WIN]) to when he gets here.
It's quite possibly going to be one of the best days ever.
How have I fallen so hard?
I'm not one person to cry - or show weakness - ever.
When he left, I cried like a little bitch. For like 20 minutes.
Then that night, sleeping alone for the first time in weeks, I did again.
Sucks, a lot. I hate crying.
But that means I must like him a lot, right? Right.
And I do.
FINALLY.
I think I might be headed in a good direction with this one.
- Mood: tired
- Music:Jimmy Eat World - Chase This Light
I totally forgot you existed.
I don't know what the point of me using this is for.
No one reads this. Pffft.
Should I keep updating this?
'Eh.
I don't really know.
Maybe.
All this stuff below this entry is WAY old.
Things have changed --- a LOT.
Meh.
Maybe I will, maybe I wont.
Kind of random.
I got to see her yesterday.
I've missed her ]=
I also saw Rachel and Amanda Brown last night,
we went to go watch MEDEA rehearse.
Rach and I are going again tonight -
then hanging out with some girls.
Joey is coming over tonight [=
Him, myself, and Jenn are going to the beach tomorrow in the AM.
I'm excited!
I'm also going home tomorrow for easter dinner with the family.
That should be interesting.
Ugh.
School is gradually closing.
And that makes me excited --
because that means SUMMER!
I'm working the summer camp again.
I'm VERY excited about that.
There's going to be a lot of bullshit -- but that happens.
I'll get over it.
I'm newly addicted to this game for 360 -
Call of Duty 3
Yeah.
FUCKING AMAZING.
And I'll leave that at that.
Random thought:
Ever wonder why, or how, all the chips in a Tostitos bag breaks?
The bag has been on my desk since we got them.
How do they break?
I want to dip them in the salsa ---
but I can't cause they are broken.
SAD FACE!
Yeah - sorry Adam.
I ate all the chips.
I'm fat.
What can I say?
OH YEAH.
Anyone seen the new Starburst commercial? HAHAHA.
BERRIES AND CREAM!
BERRIES AND CREAM!
Amazing.
Going to watch MEDEA with Rachel in an hour.
I need to find something to do.
Blah.
- Location:Dorm
- Mood:
content
FUCK RA'S
FUCK FAU
AND FUCK MY SUITEMATES
Ok I'm done.
- Mood:
angry
Something like that.
Well,
I think I'll start blogging at night -
since I just sit on my bed for like an hour staring at myspace -
hoping for something to happen.
Anyways.
To catch up ---- ish.
I'm in school and it's awesome.
Good times.
Bad times.
Boyfriend ---- Joey.
Pretty fantastic.
I'm happy.
I play flute and piccolo now.
In the bottom FAU band.
Um, Flamingo Freedom Band also.
We kick ass.
And had an amazinnnnggg concert on Sunday.
I also work at Boca Raton High School now.
Teaching Colorguard.
Anyways I'm watching Court TV -
and it's cop storys -
which are fun.
SO BYE!
- Location:Dormroom
- Mood: tired
Today was Flanagan.
Coral Springs got 3rd.
They had a really bad show.
Like, really bad.
They got a superior rank in every category,
and won best in class drums.
WHAT?
Regardless,
they have SO much work to do.
...WE.
Seeing a certain someone today made me sad.
Happy while he was with me for 10 secconds,
but really depressed from when he left me,
to this very seccond.
I`d give anything for him to give me a seccond chance.
ANYTHING.
I hope he reads this.
But he wont.
Every time I see him, I really really just..
I dunno.
And being friends with 2 couples and seeing them all the time,
being really really happy together.
Just makes me want to have him more,
which would make me the happiest i`ve been -
in a long time.
I`ve just realized that, that is why i`m so unhappy these days.
and it fucking sucks.
He`s the one I want.
I can`t have him.
And it drives me insane......
- Mood:
depressed
So.
It`s Thursday.
I don`t like Thursdays.
I totally BOMBED my math test.
If I get any higher than a 40%,
i`ll squeal like a girl.
KKPsi is amazing.
I love it.
The meetings are a little poorly-run,
but for right now it`s ok.
That better get fixed in the future.
Cause it pisses me the hell off.
Plus, I got my KKPsi pin todayyy!
So happy!
I need to withdrawl 100$ and give it to Wendy tomorrow for KKPsi.
Ugh, that`s so much money.
If I get my pay check today, that will make my day better.
I`m stressing over school.
I got a 93% on my Theory 2 Test.
I got a 83% on my Sight Singing Test [ today ].
Then a fucking below 40% on my Math?
What?
I hate school.
Blahthglekahfdhag.
As the Corresponding Secretary for KKPsi, I have to handle all the letters
if its to Nationals, or just anyone in general.
That`s fine with me, since i`m an English minor -
and very good with writing.
I really really really hope that we become an official chapter
by the end of this semester.
So we can have our own "rush" in Spring.
Saturday is the Flanagan HS Marching Band Competition.
Excited? No.
Worried? Yes.
My kids don`t get a lot of ensemble time.
They have timing issues, big time.
Yes, it is getting better...i`m not knocking them.
But it`s not performance ready.
So i`m worried.
Also, the band?
Well...everyone needs work.
No one is safe there.
I`m learning how to play flute.
I want to play that for Symphony Band in Spring.
That would make me really happy.
If I don`t,
I`ll be sad.
I`m still not thrilled about being a 5th wheel.
Even though it`s not meant to be that way, it is.
I get a little down sometimes.
Often irritated.
I can`t do anything about it though...
no use crying over spilt milk.
Lots of Negative and Positive going on.
But nothing spectacular.
-out-
[.xo.]
- Location:IRT - 524 East
- Mood: mellow
Once again,
I get carried away with life..
and forget to update.
Well, School:
It`s going well.
I have an 80% in Sight Singning 2 [ at the moment ]
and an A in Theory 2 [ at the moment ]
those are the only music classes that matter...
I have like a D in math. YAY.
[ AND a test on thursday ]
I`m currently learning Clarinet, Flute, and Sax.
I <3 Flute and i`m gonna try to play it in Symphony Band.
I`m getting really good.
One of the best clarinetists complimented me today,
while I was in the practice room.
She said I was getting really good for playing only a week.
That makes me happy,
no matter what others think of her, or me.
Dorms:
SO much more convinient than commuting,
and i`ll say that every time I adress this.
I`ve been getting really annoyed latley,
but thats def. not a hidden emotion.
Not with Adam, persay.
Not with anyone.
I`m just annoyed.
A lot.
i`m pretty sure it`s the relationship thing.
Considering i`m a 5th wheel.
but, whatever.
I`m used to it.
Coral Springs:
They are doin` awesome.
I`m so proud of those kids.
We picked up where they left of in the 2005 marching season.
But that`s not good enough.
They need to be better.
And they will be.
You have my word.
I also started going to the gym.
Results were showing,
and then I got lazy.
I haven`t been in like...a week and a half.
I`m so mad at myself.
I need to keep going!
No one will go with me, and that frustrates me.
Oh yeah.
A while back I came out to the suitemates.
They are def. different to me now.
They wanted to chill before, now they barley speak a word to me.
It doesn`t really matter to me.
They are the ones that have to live with me,
so they`ll have to get used to it.
I`m sick of being unhappy.
And i`m gonna try to post here nightly.
Or every other night.
We`ll see what happens.
-out-
[.xo.]
- Location:IRT - 524 East
- Mood: content
First off.
FUCK YOU LIVE JOURNAL
I JUST TYPED THIS LONG ASS SHIT WITH PICTURES.
AND YOU ERASED IT ?!
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK YOU !!!!!!!!
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Okay.
I <3 college.
It`s amazing.
As I had said, prior.
Larissa Party was last weekend.
I got sloshed.
It was fun.
For the most part.
I don`t really feel like putting up pictures.
Here is a few:
Fun times.
Even though I don`t remember more than half of the night.
Haha.
Dorms are cool.
Suitemates are chill.
Classes are ok.
What else..
Oh yeah,
the other night..
A friend of my suitemates came by when I was the only on here.
I was defintaely desperate for condoms.
He was like:
"Bro, you got any rubbers?! I REALLY need one !"
So of course I gave him one.
Hahaha.
Well today I went to a Dolphins game.
Lomby, Zak, Daphne, Dan, Dan, and Myself.
Random group.
I enjoyed myself:
Haha.
Now my suitemate is going insane,
cause he can`t hook-up his N64.
Late.
-out-
[.xo.]
- Location:Dorm
- Mood: content
- Music:Spill Canvas - This Is For Keeps
Well.
College has been pretty cool.
There`s not a thing different about it to me.
Same teachers [ with some new ],
Same kids [ with some new ],
Same classes [ just at the next level ].
It feels like I never left.
With that aside,
I`m really glad I picked this year to live on campus.
Friends tell me it takes them like 30 minutes to get IN the school.
Not to just get here.
So.
That sucks.
FAU is like overloaded this year.
SO many commuters.
The 579 crew is great.
So.
Bye!
-out-
[.xo.]
- Location:IRT - 524 East
- Mood: sleepy
- Music:None
YAY
- Music:Mario Party 7 - via BECKY
I MOVE IN IN APPROX. 1 HOUR !!!
OH MAN !!
- Mood: anxious
Okay so.
I haven`t updated in forever.
So.
I don`t even know when the last time I DID was.
Sooo.
I saw MAE in concert.
I can totally die happy now.
And the lead singer is way hot.
I dunno if this is in a previous entry or not.
Taught band camp all last week.
That's pretty much why I never updated.
I didn`t have time.
I move in this thursday to the dorms.
Kinda excited.
I`ll be more excited once i`m in.
I hate my laptop
It wont start.
So now i`m on my slow fuckin PC.
Which I hate just as much.
WHY DON`T I HAVE MONEY FOR A MAC!
Oh yeah,
I goto college.
UGHH.
I can`t deal with this.
My figers hurt from typing on this keyboard.
Cause on a laptop they are all flat.
They are elevated on this one.
And i`m not used to it.
Man.
So I told myself i`d goto the gym today.
Then i realised.
I didn`t have headphones [ again. ]
so, i didn`t go.
Ugh.
I was supposed to goto DMB on friday.
But I had Band Camp.
Meh.
That was lame.
So, i`m bored.
And I wanna go out.
DASFEWRGETHSRJDTJKDTYUJD
Public school starts tomorrow.
Aw, poor things.
HAha.
So i`m gonna go sit on my ass.
-out-
[.xo.]
- Mood:
bored
OH MAN
OH MAN
OH MAN
MAE WAS AWESOME !!
I can die happy now.
Seriously.
Motion City,
Kelly Clarkson,
and Mae ?!
My life is complete.
This summer..
was PERFECT.
Plus, the lead singer for it is scorchin` hott.
To me anyways -
not like it matters or anything, lol.
Anyways its 7:44AM and I have to go teach day 1 of CSHS Band Camp.
8 - 6.
woo-hoo?
it`s money.
I swear, if the kids aren`t ready to work.
Ugghh.
lol.
OH YEAH !!
Danity Kane
[ making the band 3 girls ]
are amazing.
I love their shit.
Even though they have one song, and a video out.
I donloaded the song AND the video.
You best beleive !
They are hottt [=
-out-
[.xo.]
- Location:my room
- Mood: tired
- Music:Danity Kane - Show Stopper
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- Mood: excited
- Music:Christina Aguilera - Come on Over
Went to Busch Gardens yesterday, with Dan.
It was amazing.
Of course, me being me, I had to sit in the front row of every coaster.
[( `cept one )]
Shekira was fuckiiiing AMAZING.
I`m addicted to it.
FRONT ROW, CENTER
TWICE.
What was I missing out on my whole life?!
Man - o - man.
So.
Um.
Dan and I are just friends now.
I`m not hurt anymore,
he`s not hurt anymore.
We had a long talk last night.
He said what he needed to,
and I did too.
We`re fine now - ish.
Like anyone else,
it`ll take time.
College will help.
Negativity from friends wont help.
So,
mouths shut.
Cause you guys make it seem like i`m the bad guy,
every time.
So camp has been over.
I don`t know if I said that or not previously.
I miss it.
I miss the kids.
I don`t miss Rich, haha.
The yearbook looks GREAT!
[( thanks chris! )]
Go me.
Zak and Adam are getting me hooked on Magic again.
I`ve still got a lot to re - learn.
I used to play in middle school.
But that was a long ass time ago !!
It`s funn.
I also have so many games I wanna finish.
But I just keep playing Smash Brothers.
Gosh.
I think that`s about it.
I`ll try and update more often.
-out-
[.xo.]
- Location:my room
- Mood:
okay - Music:silence
